04 August 2008

The Commercial - MTV - Hollywood - You Tube dance aesthetic is not my revolution. A revolution go to new territories not in the conventionalism and mainstream. This kind of dances are not the opposite of ballet, they are the same thing, both follow the same line of formalism and emptiness - and are boring to do.

31 July 2008

The film is the last redoubt of representation and illusion. What we can bring in this art is the attitude from the last 15 years of dance performance - to play with the mechanisms of representation, of theater. We can approach in a similar way also the cinema, to play with the means of making a movie.

20 July 2008

We started a revolution. Is the only possible option. We are not agree to be treated like circus animals, to be formated like soldiers. We want to make art, not to became tools in some stupid, formal, mechanical choreographies. So is the time for a dance revolution no more ballet or modern dance.

17 July 2008

We are lost in how to organize and manage the film that we suppose to do it. I think we are overdoing this kind of management and we take ourselves to much in serious. We organize the organization of the scene which anyway will be changed whith a day before we do it.

15 July 2008

The ballet teacher wants to send at home the twins. I'm so happy because I find the solution to find the money for them - a car wash - we will work for a good cause (Magda is very nice). I understand perfectly the situation, for me was also difficult to get the money for coming here.

14 July 2008

I take a class about making a dance movie here in capital dance studios. Doing things related with a character description - a psychological approach, is just one possibility. I'm much more interested in performing acting instead of just acting. I like to have some distance, a detachment. Bad acting, overacting, perform the acting, dissociation text-body - are some of the things in witch I'm more interested.

11 July 2008

I'm here, I'm in Vienna. Great. Now everything is easy. Here the level is not so high. Everything is formalize and they are very into entertainment - not like in my country where art is very human and serious. They seems to not believe in dance anymore. They formalize everything - we will do ballet classes as a base for contemporary dance, unbelievable.